Milum, honey, I bin away or I'da posted sooner. Don't worry too much about feelin' blue. That's normal when ya been pregnant for a year. Have a cup o' coffee in your favorite mug, add a splash or three of George Dickel and hum a few bars of your favorite Sonny Boy tune. You'll be feelin' like a $50.00 whore again in no time! I'm glad you're here. I'll even grind the coffee for ya <eg>.