>>I was born in '85<<
My son was born in '85. Now I know why you feel like
you're pushing a boulder uphill!
This will--more than likely--ease up when you get out of
school. Unless, of course, you get a job w/ high stress on a daily basis! Stockbrokering (yikes! I'm verbing a noun, Tsuwm!) on Wall Street comes to mind for that.
Hope you land something laid-back! ('Nother hippie phrase.)