I can't meditate...Even under heavy medication recovering from surgery, I was thinking things.

It ain' easy, Jackie. When I first tried it I would "think" I was there and something would scream its way out of the depths of my mind and start thinking itself. According to the folks I sat with you weren't even sposed to notice things going on around you. I never made it that far but I did get to the point where nothing was going on in my conscious mind for extended periods of time.


          -- Meditation; it's not what you think.