I'm sincerely sorry for you, JimBowwow. What a crummy school district you must be in; what you have told us is disgraceful. Your interest in languages in most commendable, especially since the adults in your community don't seem to care about language. I can only suggest that you get whatever instruction you can from whoever you can find, even if you have to mow a lot of lawns to pay for it. Meanwhile, keep asking here for help, now that we know how badly you need it. I might even think about Hamlet (no promises).