Ah but I am not insulted by the repentance Father, I simply wonder about who or what this monster is that you refer to.
Reminds me of a the old joke...
Two brothers are arguing when the older says to the younger "you are so stupid!"
Unfortunately, his mother hears him and immediately insists that he say he’s sorry to his younger brother.
The child turns to his brother and says, "I am sorry you're stupid"
ooops, a bit of an afterthought (many hours later). I just realized that this post could come off as being rather harsh. This is not what I was going for Father S. I was joking about your comment saying you were repenting (being sorry) about having created a monster. Which made it look like either CapK or I had been called a monster. I hope you understood it that way. 
