Although I had sworn off publishing on AWAD, I have decided to return, but to do so only as an outsider, not permitting myself to become vulnerable to harm again. I feel that I live in a "funhouse," filled with crooked mirrors that distort reality so that I cannot tell who anyone really is, to say nothing of who I myself am. Seeming friends have abandoned me, others whom I had not cared for have extended aid, so how does one dare trust one's own judgement? I am here again to enjoy words and wit, and nothing more. I shall not read any PMs, thus eliminating any problems. I shall do my utmost to check my feelings at the door and enjoy all of you again, but without succumbing to the temptation of wanting to know any one of you beyond a name on a screen.

Geoff