Cognitive dissonance is the word that I was looking for.

You're welcome.

Glad to see you have reached a state of Cognitive consonance.

Deleting the question in the original post and replacing it with the answer gives me a cognitive dissonance.

Cognitive dissonance causes perpetual migraines.

The anxiety of cognitive dissonance is frequently treated with a strong dose of compartmentalization.

Are you sure you did not mean
combattimentolizition?